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hmm ... are we given choices to choose the things we want or we can do ? y some people have choices and some dont have ?

life ????

we all have friends have parents have relatives but did we think of wat is the reason they are here ?
like friends we have are for wat ? For some of us we have many friends and some of us have few friends so wats the difference of friends ? many friends means wat and less friends means wat ? wat the purpose of friends when u dont trust them ? wats the needs of parents then ? without parents there wont be us right ? so wat is the puspose that we are born ? are we just products after the have enjoyed the things ? after tat parents giving advise or controlling your life ? parents tends to say 1 thing and do another thing wat is it is it because they are parents therefore wat they do is sure correct and wat we do is always wrong because we are still young ? parents scold us for the things we did wonrg and who is goin to tell them for the things when they did wrong their parents ? oif their parents are too old to care then who 2 scold them ? since no 1 is telling them wat they did wrong so does tat mean that they are right ? and does that mean that they are father or mother therefore they have the excuse to say that they can make the mistake. wats the purpose of parents to guide, to advise, to teach or to scold to control to nag to scold u for their mistakes ? parents always say that wat they do is for our own good but is it always their decisions are right ?they always make desision for us so we dont have chance to make much decision untill we are old enough so does tat mean that until we reach that certain age our life are suppose to follow our parents order or things they want us to do ? if its so why not they life our life or us and we dont have to life.
since the day we are born i think we shud control out own life because the life given to us is our life so there is no reason for us to life their life. when they think that wat we did is wrong i think parents shud be there to advise. wat i think parents shud be there to help the kids and bring up the kids corrrectly without asking them to do things that tey think is right for the parents point of view. friends are suppose to help each other and not betray them but friends now a days just not wat u think they talk good in front of u but at the back they will talk so much bad things about u and worse case u tell them a secret they will go tell the others so whats the purpose that this friends are here for ? are they here to hurt u ? are they here to talk bad aboutu ? if its true i think i will not want to have friends instead. friends are suppose to tell things that they are not happy about the friends so that if its correct that friend will change therefore i hope friends can just tell me where i did wrong openly and dont worry u will hurt me. for me most important thing is that i can change to be a better person.



i hope any1 whom read this blog can answer the following queston.
1) wat are parents here for ?
2) wat are friends for ?
3)what is your puspose in life why u think u are being given a life to be a human in this world ?

another mistake done.....

i dont noe wherther i shud be happy or not because i have solved a problem but then i hurt some1s feelings to solve my problem that person was laughing when chatting wif me but i noe that person was vrying deep down inside of that person. that person was crying deep down because b4 that perosn chat wif me that person was hurt and that person thought of that person can get hope from me but thn sadly thats person was disappointed deep down i feel the pain that person fell because that person is a good person but thn i have no choice but 2 hurt that person i dont noe wat 2 hurt but i worry the longger i delay the more the things will be worse therefore i dont noe wat to say. i just hope i can say that i am really so sry i really dont mean to hurt any1 around me i am sry... just hope and pray that person can find many more hopes from other better person...

mistakes....

recently i have realise i have made another big big big mistake. a mistake that i made many times. i dont noe how to solve the problems and also i dont even noe why am i like that what i can just say is that i made another big mistake. i really dont noe what to do now there is like no way out of this problem without any sadness. there is no win win solution i wish i can be the 1 that suffer it and not these people.....
hope that some1 could just giv me some advise on it.....

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95 percent dead

just wanna tel who ever who read this blog appreciate wat u have in front of u now dun waste anything hold tight on wat u have and dont complain i think i just went through something quite unexpected so just appreciate wat u have.....

wat does promise means ??

if a person make a promise and break the promise wat the purpose of promissing right. i hate people that break promises but sadly to say recently i have just break a promise and i think am goin 2 break another promise again. this promise that i am going to break soon its very important to me that the reasons many things in my life change to be better and starting to know how 2 appreciate things. this promise also make me feel very emotional and useless sometimes many people scolded me for making such foolish promise but 2 me its not untill recently a friend of mine started to wake me up from this stupid fairy tale of mine. now i am still in a consideration whether to break or not 2 break the promise and so far i have break not more thn 2 promise that i have actually break i dun want the number to increase but i dont noe.... my promise is just so foolish that its like wanting somethings that impossible from some1. hmm wonder...