life....

its been a long time since i last blog... life have changed since my last blog. my life have changed there is good and bad times but i wonder what type of person i was. i forget what i used to be. i remember that i wasnt as tired as i was now. i dont know what should i do since i am so tired with my life now... things happen to people that are nice , kind but did not happen on people that dont deserve happiness. is there any1 out there that can help me to motivate or tell me what is left that is good in this world. what is worth fighting for now ? when there is no more hope....