life....

sometimes things are just out of our control. therefore its time for me to let u go but the memories shall not fade away.

life....

life are meant to have up and downs so that we people will know how to appreciate things that are around us.the above statement was told by some 1 through an email. i wonder whether its true that we poeple really knows how to appreciate things? what u mean by people will appreciate things ? wat is appreciate ?

life ....

somethings its better not knowing the truth thn knowing the truth. after knowing the truth i think its times for me to face the facts.

life again ?

hmm sometimes life goes way up and sometimes it goes way down therefore sometimes when u r so happy u will make people happy or even your mood of the day wil be good meaning by people ask u to do things u will just say yup, yes , its ok , no prob but when u r down u will just try to ignore every1 or even scold some of your friends but by doin this sometimes it hurts or even make people around u worry so how would u express yourself when u are down without even hurting or making people worry ?hmmm wonder ...

life again :)

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shits ...

FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS FS... WTH !!!! dam freaking shit lah .... wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf .... sienzzz .. SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH SH..

lfe...

hmm ... are we given choices to choose the things we want or we can do ? y some people have choices and some dont have ?

life ????

we all have friends have parents have relatives but did we think of wat is the reason they are here ?
like friends we have are for wat ? For some of us we have many friends and some of us have few friends so wats the difference of friends ? many friends means wat and less friends means wat ? wat the purpose of friends when u dont trust them ? wats the needs of parents then ? without parents there wont be us right ? so wat is the puspose that we are born ? are we just products after the have enjoyed the things ? after tat parents giving advise or controlling your life ? parents tends to say 1 thing and do another thing wat is it is it because they are parents therefore wat they do is sure correct and wat we do is always wrong because we are still young ? parents scold us for the things we did wonrg and who is goin to tell them for the things when they did wrong their parents ? oif their parents are too old to care then who 2 scold them ? since no 1 is telling them wat they did wrong so does tat mean that they are right ? and does that mean that they are father or mother therefore they have the excuse to say that they can make the mistake. wats the purpose of parents to guide, to advise, to teach or to scold to control to nag to scold u for their mistakes ? parents always say that wat they do is for our own good but is it always their decisions are right ?they always make desision for us so we dont have chance to make much decision untill we are old enough so does tat mean that until we reach that certain age our life are suppose to follow our parents order or things they want us to do ? if its so why not they life our life or us and we dont have to life.
since the day we are born i think we shud control out own life because the life given to us is our life so there is no reason for us to life their life. when they think that wat we did is wrong i think parents shud be there to advise. wat i think parents shud be there to help the kids and bring up the kids corrrectly without asking them to do things that tey think is right for the parents point of view. friends are suppose to help each other and not betray them but friends now a days just not wat u think they talk good in front of u but at the back they will talk so much bad things about u and worse case u tell them a secret they will go tell the others so whats the purpose that this friends are here for ? are they here to hurt u ? are they here to talk bad aboutu ? if its true i think i will not want to have friends instead. friends are suppose to tell things that they are not happy about the friends so that if its correct that friend will change therefore i hope friends can just tell me where i did wrong openly and dont worry u will hurt me. for me most important thing is that i can change to be a better person.



i hope any1 whom read this blog can answer the following queston.
1) wat are parents here for ?
2) wat are friends for ?
3)what is your puspose in life why u think u are being given a life to be a human in this world ?

another mistake done.....

i dont noe wherther i shud be happy or not because i have solved a problem but then i hurt some1s feelings to solve my problem that person was laughing when chatting wif me but i noe that person was vrying deep down inside of that person. that person was crying deep down because b4 that perosn chat wif me that person was hurt and that person thought of that person can get hope from me but thn sadly thats person was disappointed deep down i feel the pain that person fell because that person is a good person but thn i have no choice but 2 hurt that person i dont noe wat 2 hurt but i worry the longger i delay the more the things will be worse therefore i dont noe wat to say. i just hope i can say that i am really so sry i really dont mean to hurt any1 around me i am sry... just hope and pray that person can find many more hopes from other better person...

mistakes....

recently i have realise i have made another big big big mistake. a mistake that i made many times. i dont noe how to solve the problems and also i dont even noe why am i like that what i can just say is that i made another big mistake. i really dont noe what to do now there is like no way out of this problem without any sadness. there is no win win solution i wish i can be the 1 that suffer it and not these people.....
hope that some1 could just giv me some advise on it.....

95 percent dead

just wanna tel who ever who read this blog appreciate wat u have in front of u now dun waste anything hold tight on wat u have and dont complain i think i just went through something quite unexpected so just appreciate wat u have.....

wat does promise means ??

if a person make a promise and break the promise wat the purpose of promissing right. i hate people that break promises but sadly to say recently i have just break a promise and i think am goin 2 break another promise again. this promise that i am going to break soon its very important to me that the reasons many things in my life change to be better and starting to know how 2 appreciate things. this promise also make me feel very emotional and useless sometimes many people scolded me for making such foolish promise but 2 me its not untill recently a friend of mine started to wake me up from this stupid fairy tale of mine. now i am still in a consideration whether to break or not 2 break the promise and so far i have break not more thn 2 promise that i have actually break i dun want the number to increase but i dont noe.... my promise is just so foolish that its like wanting somethings that impossible from some1. hmm wonder...

life again ...

making a decision is difficult because after making a decision u have to think of the consequences. recently i have made a decision that make few person disappointed but if i were to change my decision i might not be happy as i am now because i have a lot of freedom now and not restricted to do things i do that sometimes are happy and sometimes not happy therefore i am thinking whether to change my decision. most of my friends ask me 2 think far which is my future and ask me to change my decision..... haizzzzz
thinking lah.... i still have 2 more days .....

life...

hmm i wonder wats life everyone in this world or everything in this world have life but y is there such thing called life is there is no living things does that mean there is no life ? hmm wonder...

are u still the friend tat i know ?

every1 always make new friends no matter wat but sometimes the friends tat u make changes mayb from gud to bad . so few months ago i knew a new friend and 'this friend' was gud , kind and helpfull at the very begining but now 'this friend' started to change . 'this friend' has change 'this friend' now have quite a few admirerer and 'this friend' knew it and 'this friend' dont like most of them but 'this friend' stil gives hope to all of them making all the admirerers thought they would have hope . furthermore 'this friend' is also giving lots of hope to people tat peoples tends to misunderstand and thought tat 'this friend ' likes tat person . if this continues al my others friends tat admire 'this friend' will start to have some bad impression on other friends tat admire the same person so this MIGHT end up all my friends hate each other. i think some1 shud stop 'this friend' from continuing this love relation between so many people .wat am i suppose to do ? hope some1 give me a gud idea ...

just so unfair ....

in life there is always times that we humans think its unfair to us and mostly every1 will experience the same thing tat i am experiencing now. things tat are unfair are like parents treating u and your brothers or sibilings differently.Bassically my life started out Fun when i was young but sadly to say when years comes things started to change and its changing from gud to bad and now worse . my parents now treat me like i am a dont noe wat to say ... they keep on asking me to do work stuffs without even asking my bro to do it its like they mostly only noe how 2 call my name when it comes to doin JOBS and sadly to say whn i do or done any mistakes no matter its minor or big i am the one who get scolded all the time even its not my fault . when ever i explain the situations my DAD will always ignore me and not listen to a single thing i wanna say . now things is geting worse because recently i have join a course in a coll and because of the particualr course mt parents aspect me to know everything and want me do to mostly everything in the house . after my coll exam results are out my dad scolded me for not geting gud results and i agree it was not gud enough but I GOT 3B and 1C and wat my bro got was 2B 1c and 1D although my bros course is tougher but tat doesnt mean tat he can get that kinda results without even being scolded or nagg or asked to do things. now my dad and basically my whole family keep on asking me to do work , hse work and whn i watch TV thy will complain and ask me not to watch and for my bro thy will just ignore it and allow him to watch. in car my dad only noes how 2 nagg me all the time ...
conclusionis actually my parents likes to put all the blame on me and whn thy themself done the same mistake there is no1 to tell them off and sometimes they will blame me for their MISTAKES how can this b . either way i think things in my life in unfair not just in my hse but everywhere .... i wonder things can change to b like b4 . i hoe that things can be fair to every1